Tuesday, April 3, 2012

what if i



Jesus of Nazareth had everything and made himself nothing.  An intentional downward free fall.  I wrote this song years ago, asking myself, what if I--what if we all--were to make the radical choice to actually follow Him down that road?    

what if i

what if I let go my grasp
of all the things that raise me higher
what if I gave my life
as a gift 
blessed and broken
for the poor of every kind
poor as I am inside

would there be less of me
would I become a nobody
or would I finally be
the best of what You had in mind for me

what if I crucified
all my pride and upward striving
put an end to dreams of fame
bigger things and social climbing
made myself more teachable
reachable, invisible

would there be less of me
would I become a nobody
or would I finally be
the best of what You had in mind for me

one finger at a time
loosen my hold on
the pride that I cling to
then guide me by the hand
lower and lower down to the places You go
for I need to go with You
wherever You take me to

what I if had seen the way
You endured humiliation
seen You go so deathly low
to secure my own salvation

how could I live a lie
pretending I’m
up here so high

give me the heart to see
how You became a nobody
and showed me the way to be
the best of what You had in mind
the rest of what You had in mind
the best of what You had in mind for me




Link to recording "What if I" - ©2005 Greg Ferguson

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2 comments:

  1. I love this song. I have used it in two of the three churches I have worked with. In fact, our sermon series for this Lent was on the seven deadly sins. We did this as a reflection piece during communion for the pride week.

    Thanks for sharing your music with the world. Right now I am trying to pull together "Leave a Ligth On" for our first week on the story of the Prodigal. We may end up just playing a recording for reflection because I am really struggling to not become overwhelmed by some of the lyrics. They are hitting me hard because someone dear to our family is walking through all of these doubts and questions right now. She wants so much to believe but can't seem to find her way past wanting everything to be rational. But, the beautiful thing is she keeps seeking. I am just trusting that God will be faithful in that search.

    Thanks again for all of words you share.

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  2. This is great!!! Love it.

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